I can be, well let’s just say, I can be overly emotional. I like to blame it on my mid-forties hormones but the truth is, I’ve always been this way. I come by it honest — my Bigmama is, as my Aunt Mollianne says, “a force of nature.” I feel things deeply, believe things strongly, […]
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I Want to Go Back to Before

I keep thinking it wasn’t real. The whole thing was just a dream. I didn’t really have a heart attack. I want it to not be real. I want to go back to before … Before when my weight and cholesterol and blood pressure were numbers that looked good and gave me confidence in my health. Before […]