In case you hadn’t noticed, I haven’t been writing as much lately. I’d love to tell you it’s because I’ve been doing all sorts of awesome things but really it’s because I’ve been in a bit of a funk. I’m still adjusting to all this medicine and making decisions about what the next steps are […]
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I Want to Go Back to Before

I keep thinking it wasn’t real. The whole thing was just a dream. I didn’t really have a heart attack. I want it to not be real. I want to go back to before … Before when my weight and cholesterol and blood pressure were numbers that looked good and gave me confidence in my health. Before […]